Wednesday, July 5

CHANGE

I GET IN THESE MOODS WHERE I THINK I NEED CHANGE. ITS WEIRD. THE OTHER DAY I JUST GOT IN MY HEAD THAT I THINK I NEED MY NOSE PEIRCED AND I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT IT. I'VE ASKED A FEW PEOPLE AND ITS A SPLIT JURY. I'VE DECIDED TO MOVE AND THIS MORNING I GOT THE IDEA THAT IT WOULD BE SO AWESOME TO HAVE SHORT HAIR AND NEVER HAVE TO DO IT. AFTER LIKE 4 YEARS OF TRYING TO GROW OUT MY HAIR I THINK I WANT TO CUT IT OFF? WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME? ITS A NEVER ENDING CYCLE....CUT HAIR...REGRET IT....GROW IT OUT....GET SICK OF HAVING TO DO IT....CUT HAIR.

THIS MORNING I WOKE UP AT 6:25 (I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE UP AT 6) TO PICK UP JOANNE AND GO RUNNING WITH HER. SO I HAD NO TIME TO DRINK OR EAT. I WAS IN SUCH A HURRY TO BE ON TIME CAUSE JO SAID IF I WASN'T SHE WOULDN'T TALK TO ME FOR A WEEK THAT I PUT MY PANTS ON BACKWARDS. WE STARTED RUNNING AND I ALMOST THREW UP. I THINK RUNNING IN THE MORNING TAKES SOME GETTING USED TO. MY BODY WAS IN SHOCK AND MY LEGS FELT NUMB. VERY WEIRD. SO I WALKED AND LIKE A FALLEN SOLDIER I TOLD HER TO GO ON WITH OUT ME AND FINNISH HER RUN. GOT HOME AND HAD A SHOWER AND NOW I FEEL FANTASTIC. SO TOMORROW I'M GOING TO TRY AGAIN BUT THIS TIME WITH SOME WATER IN ME AND SEE WHAT HAPPENS. MY NIGHTS MOSTLY CONSIST OF COMING HOME AFTER WORK...CLEANING UP AND MAKING SUPER. THEN I SIT AND WAIT 2 HOURS FOR MY FOOD TO SETTLE AND THEN I GO FOR A RUN AT LIKE 8:30. GET HOME AND SHOWER AND MY NIGHT IS OVER. SO I HAVE NO TIME TO DO ANYTHING ELSE. I THINK GETTING IT DONE IN THE MORNING AND THEN RIGHT AFTER WORK GOING TO THE GYM AND DOING WIEGHTS WOULD BE FANTASIC...IN THEORY. IF I CAN MANAGE TO DRAG MY BUTT UP IN THE MORNING AND GET INTO THE HABIT. SO TO ALLOW MORE TIME IN THE MORNING I SWITCHED MY SHIFT FROM 8AM TO 8:30AM. MORE CHANGE.

MORE CHANGE: OPEN TO A GOOD HOME (MOM AND DAD) TWO CATS. I DON'T WANT THEM ANYMORE BUT I DON'T WANT THEM TO GO FAR OR WONDER IF THEY ARE GETTING TREATED BADLY. I JUST DON'T WANT TO SCOOP POOP AND HAVE THEM JUMPING ON ME IN THE NIGHT AND RUNNING ONTO THE STREET AND DRINKING OUT OF MY WATER GLASS. IF SOMEONE WOULD LIKE THEM LET ME KNOW.

5 comments:

Carol said...

Ang,

Change is good, it takes away the hum drum of every day life. I too go from long hair to short hair, to long. At this time, I am trying to grow it out ( I am not even sure why, except I tire of it being short.) But short is so much better and less to fuss with especially in the summer.

John said...

I can vouch for that Carol. Only now my face reaches all the way over to my collar. Still better than combing my hair.
NO ANGELA, NO CATS IN MY HOUSE. I have 2 cats boarding at my house and when they leave that is it.

Becky said...

Does that mean you don't want mine. Cause you can have them. Seriously.

Any takers?

Anyone?

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Anyone?

Melanie said...

Peter likes the idea of an indoor cat. I do not. He grew up with an inside cat, I did not. He doesn't mind hair all over everything and having to vaccuum every freaking day. I do. This is one area where we can argue. I'm crushing his dreams of having a cat for our children. Maybe I'll buy him a puppy and it'll all be okay. So, yes, Peter wants your cats, and no, we're not taking them.

Unknown said...

I know how you feel about your hair. I grow my hair out for a while, but then I get sick of it being heavy, and getting caught and pulling when I roll over at night, and then I go cut it off. It feels great for a while, and then I look at pictures, and I miss putting in in ponytails and being able to braid it (even though I rarely braid my hair), so I grow it out for a while until it annoys me and I cut it again. It's a never ending cycle.

I'd take your kitties. Can you ship the by FedEx?

Except I don't think Kyle or my landlord would be very impressed.